That’s it mann! I’m going to type all my resentment and thought in my blog, i dont care if you read it or not.i cant stand any second longer and OMG, THATS IT!!

YOU! You are just jealous of me having SO MANY FRIENDS*A WHOLE BIG BUNCH ALL OVER THE SINGAPORE* and that they are my close friends ever. They share all my woes and happiness like for example, - o level result. i did my best however i didn manage to get the result i wanted. i cried hell so much *that the next day my eyes are swollen*and jiamin immediately contacted jiaying,beverley,pehchen,ziyi to come over to my house. *she did it without me knowing* and they rushed all the way from their school to my house.like where? From nanyang jc, from nanyang poly, from ngee ann poly to bedok reservoir jalan tenaga?!thats far okay! they came*but of course shihui ah tong came down too* and comfort me, cracked a hell lots of jokes, helped me to choose poly courses, asking around which courses better etc... till 8plus pm,*the next day they got school you know?*IM TOUCHED AND THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME! :) ANYWAY,back to the subject,in the hall, joceline, gimchen, kheehwee, patricia,wanlei,xuanning*congrats me even though she dont know whats going on, its okay!! :) thanks*my sister,yongjia*jiamin said he talked to me but i didn hear single sound from him, but anyway,thanks :)* xiaoru and her friend, miss yap,mr lee and other teachers and friends either comfort me, talked to me, fan me *HAHA* or tried to persuade me .*about jc lol* THANKS! :) belinda, tingting on the msn asked me if im okay,*and yeap, im okay already! Thanks! *and though i dont know weiru that much,thanks for the encouragement you gave me that day and thanks for not giving tissue to me but jiamin HAHA just kidding and of course aiting!!haha,but ANYWAY, from here, **for those people who listened to her(i dont blame you guys)about me, CAN SEE THAT IF MY CHARACTER GOT PROBLEM,HEY! I WILL NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS OKAY?!true? damn true!!! NEXT

YOU! You know why i said you’re just jealous of me having lots of friends?because you commented about my friendster profile to belinda they all.like fuck? You dont like the way i wrote äbout me”then dont view my profile la?who the hell are you to comment it anyway.yeah.i wrote “jiamin and cliques”as first group but SO?!?did i even write that they are by ranks of how i rank my friends?did i?even if thats so, even if its by rank, they deserve to be my best friends and in my heart they are rank no.1 HAPPY?i dont know how the hell you tell belinda,tingting dean and whoever about how i write my profile, obviously the way and the tone you said to them were like -------- i dont know how to say it in words.but anyway, ALL MY FRIENDS OR MY CLIQUES ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT. Your jealousy level damn high can?walao.and a question- what if i didnt even mention your name, how exaggerating are you going to say about my profile to my friends?causing our friendship on and off for this past 3 years...and are youu happy now?


YOU!YOU told belinda,tingting,dean and whoever that my family and i eats a lot of food for dinner.*the fact is i dont eat so much for my dinner*YOU!dont forget that you’re my guest when you come to my house.my mum will of course ask you if you’re hungry or not.even if you didn say you are hungry, my mum will still “find”or buy food for you or whoever who comes to my house and eat.*dont believe? Ask jiamin,pehchen,jiaying and bla...*and if i remember correctly, you came my house a few times*not that im calculative or what* you ate nasi lemak, rice with bla cost $4.80, anderson icecream*my neighbour gave me* and bla hell a lot.if you tell other people you didn eat all this stuff,that means you swallow okay!and now, you ate dinner once with my family and you told them we eat a lot for dinner?!you ate with us ONCE!HOW THE FUCK YOU KNOW HOW WE EAT OUR DINNER EVERYDAY?!and pleassssssssssssse dont forget you’re a guest,even if we buy a lot of food, because you are a guest!!!!we cant possibly buy a plate of food and share right? If, if we really eat a lot of food, don’t you dare to comment it. Because it’s none of your business. You get it? You don’t want to eat, that’s your problem, you don’t tell people fiction stories like – I don’t eat recess in school means I eat alot at home for dinnnerrrr-___- wtf?*and its funny okay! Haha* NEXT!
YOU! You told me that Belinda said I kept on finding jiamin and gang after school when im sec4, and that she said if they graduated i will find all of you back like go home all that. *the tone like im going to use all of you when they graduate*And of course, belinda, to tell you the truth, im angry at that time, you also know how i feel right? Since she said so much about me to you already. Anyway, when you and me or whoever are angry, you will just say all the rubbish out right?*but at least, at last i told the truth to belinda* now,i asked belinda about it, she didn even say this and tingting said belinda is not the person who will get jealous of someone when she/he got friends. now, the thing is, even if she said this, she cant be saying this so abruptly right? must be someone who started the whole thing but anyway,ITS MY FREEDOM TO FIND ANY OF MY FRIENDS OKAY!omg.


To speak the truth, throughout the five years, since sec3,somehow i know that you had been backstabbing behind my back to belinda and whoever, but then WHO CARES?i dont give it a damn okay! you everytime told me that belinda says blablabla.*at that point of time, i didn even get suspicious of you, i think because i trusted you so much*i didn even tell dean about you or how i feel about you one of the reason is because you both are close.and this means what?i dont spoil people’s friendship.
YOU! YOU had been sending wrong message to me!all the sms you wanna send to whoever*i think is dean* were all about me, what idiot zhuoyi blablabla.do you know that when you sent this kind of sms to me i wanna laugh?and you said you sent wrong person,type wrongly, is your sister the one who type this kind of sms, HEY, IF I BELIEVE YOU IM A FOOL OKAY?haha.the moment i received it i laughed damn loudly i tell you!AND YOU SENT ME THIS KIND OF “FUNNY”MESSAGE TO ME THREE TIMES! LMAO


YOU!YOU and all other readers must be wondering that how i know so many things about what she had done. Firstly, because on the 15th of January 2009 i don’t know why, i suddenly asked dean this question “eh, you still remember sec3, when we had this speech day and prize presentation i took ‘ TOP IN MATHEMATICS’ and ‘third in level’ did you or did you not scold me TA MA DE? Then he was like “no?!” okay, so the story goes... ...


Belinda,tingting,someone and i were sitting in the canteen and then after that when we saw Dean went over to the notice board to see about who got top in whatever in the paper.so someone said: eh, i go see what dean say about you. So when someone came back someone said: eh, he scolded you, ta ma de, take so many for what? So i was angry, eh like its my ability la, blablabla. So i told someone that im going to send him a message the content will be: idiot blablablablabla *3 years ago, forgotten* after that i will say i send wrong sms. So that someone asked me, really ah? And i was like really la.. *** eh, now think of it, its childish okay.. *** anyway, actually i didn wanna send this sms to him anymore, it was already 9 plus, i still remember it was a Friday night, i was having my taekwondo lesson and that someone kept asking if i send already not.. and when i sent it, that someone called me and asked me how i sent it and bla.and the following Monday, i didn talk to dean a single word.and i still remember clara and all still asked me if we argue with each other. Anyway
So, on the 15th January 2009, i asked him and he said that:no. Then he said that the someone actually told him that im going to send that sms, and that i will say i sent wrong person. When i heard this, i dropped my jaw i tell you. Now when i think of it, i finally know why the hell that someone kept on asking me if i send the sms already anot. And because of this, i asked Belinda and all the thingy just came all out.


I mean like its JIAN to do this can. You speak ill of whoever to me, you speak ill of me to whoever.i mean whatever you wanna say about me i don’t care because its your mouth,i cant do anything. But i just cant imagine you had been doing all this backstabbing one after another for like years? I really cant understand why you wanna do this to me, my parents brought you home sometimes when you came my house, when we went out after THAT DINNER, we brought you home. You are not grateful and you still say so much? I want to THANK YOU for doing all these behind my back for years because you let me know who are my friends and who is not. And letting me know there’s people like you so i have to be more careful when i mix around with new friends in poly. I told my mum about what you said about the dinner, what we ate a lot what crap. My mum was like: eh, eat a lot not good meh? Means got a lot of money mah. LOL. And my dad said : aiya, never mind, anything la.*as in about the friendship.*hey, i don’t care okay, i treat you as my friend for the past 5 years and now, m i suppose to continue to treat you as my friend?or just treat you as a stranger when i coincidentally see you on the streets?