Friday, June 19, 2009

what a mood...

yesterday went to play badminton with dean, belinda and tingting. damn shiok. i really wanna play badminton at least once a week. haha, i shall see whose the unlucky one im asking them to play with me. maybe ivy and meryl will be one of them. ahahahaha. dean brought his brother along, and i musst say that his brother quite pro in playing badminton, when i played with him, he made me run here and there to hit the shuttlecock. proness. haha, and now im having a muscleache. wahahahaha the feeling of aching is damn good. lol, im sick.HAHA.

sorry that if i didn pick up your call and reply to your sms if i needa to. seriously no mood.

my mood will not be any better until something is confirmed. seriously, it sucks. to the core. some might know, some may not know. if its like what i think it is, i will feel that you just do it in your own way, and doesnt think of other people's feeling. maybe you think that its right to do this, or it might make us feel better, but , its not. okay? its not. its not about the thing we want, its just.... hopefully its not what i think it is. dont make me change the way i look at you. maybe its just whoevers carelessness?? maybe.. hopefully. but cant be. argh. cant be so coincidential. damn. to some of u all, if you know what im referring to, you might think, hey, its just .... no need to be so vex of it. just, you will never know how i feel. will never know.

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